First, let me be polite and grateful and thankful and tell you how much I appreciate an update! It literally makes my whole night when you post!

Secondly: Aaaaaah, this is killing me! Uncertainties and guilt and pain and worry and you write it so well. I feel all this right along with 'em, and that makes this punch extra-hard. It also makes the waiting extra-hard, but I can live with my imaginative extrapolations. :D

Thirdly: I love you.